Gta get it off my chest

To feel like yu will never know what it feels like to love someone an be happy; Yu shud need no companion to make yu happy is a good opinion but nt entirely true .. Loneliness can brake sumone, cause them to shed tears etc .. When yu afraid to love because, of the outcome or smart remarks that comes with the relationship. When its yu gainst the world … Would yu give up everything, for sumn yu never even exsperienced before ? ..

This question haunts me an i just wanna be happy, Why am i my own worst enemy